Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Is is ok for me to stay in this relationship even if I know in the end I'll end up being the loser?
I tried, seriously I did. However, everytime we're together, he really does make me happy. Though its temporary, though its just for awhile.. I really wanted to keep whatever we have right now.
Of course I have doubt, I am falling in love. I don't know for one, he feels the same. Its as if its really hard to read his mind. Everything seems vague.
I can't breathe. I feel like falling apart. I feel like crying and telling him what I feel. But what use does it make?
Would it change the fact that he can't let go? Would it change how things were, how things are and how its going to be?
It doesn't really matter now. Whatever I feel doesn't really matter now. I have to keep to my self. And indulge the pain, savor the happiness and let go in the end.
Come september. Let me be strong then. I need your hand.
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